Monday, May 30, 2011

because it is what it is ...

Ever watch day time talk shows where they put a group of people onstage and it seems like their life is a damn novella?? Well that is me, my life. A drama filled, unscripted, chaotic soap opera. I do and say things I shouldn't because it's how I get away with the things I do. I am 28 years old living life backwards and I have decided to make a tell all blog. Nothing will be left out and no one's feelings will be spared. There are some people that know me for me and when I question my actions I normally get the same response. "Well if the things you do to people were done to you or your kids grow up to be in your same situation, would you think it's okay?" This is probably because no one has the balls to tell me I'm a heartless floozy that needs to calm down. But my answer will always remain the same...
NO. I don't think what they're doing is in anyway justifiable or morally acceptable. But I do believe that you should do what makes YOU happy, because at the end of the day YOU are all that matters. You really think your feelings are spared or thought about when the people you love hurt you!? Of course not! That's why the things they do hurt the way they do. Because they don't give a shit that the actions they take are going to have consequences and those consequences will include your heart being stomped on into a billion pieces. Why do they feel this way you ask. Well I can honestly say it's nothing personal. As stupid as that sounds it's the fucking truth. It's not personal. When people do what they do it's all about them and the fact that at that moment it's what they want and could care less how it affects anyone. Of course when you're the one getting hurt shit sucks. But when you're the one living the life you want, doing what makes YOU happy, good or bad, at the end of the day YOU'RE happy and that's all that matters ... to you.

1 comment:

  1. I like your blog and your thoughts :) looking forward to future posts!